11/17/2011
it gets me nervous
hello peeps. assalamualaikum. quite long time after the last entry. it takes couple of days to get through this story. haihh okay let's go.
last monday - it was my FIRST TIME to walk on sigs earth. i went there with abah and my brother sodh. my legs were shivering and it's like hanging until we reach our destiny. fuhhh and......dah smpai ! erghh so scared. thinking such stupid things like how am i look like? am i gonna be alright? do they know? am i ready ? what wow i'm here ???? - dan mcm mcm lgi. i was getting crazy. nasib baik ad iman lagi. huhu.
haaaa then after we met the principal of that school which is my father's coursemate, abah left me. i was like ''STEADY BEB''. haha then my tears went down but only in my little tiny heart. i'm not gonna cry ! that's my mision. ;p then came a teacher who should bring me into my FUTURE class. i was like '' am i walking or ... just flying maybe ?'' because i can't trully feel my feet. hihi then came few students waving their hands at me . they don't really know me. and i just like 'waving back' . haha . i'm a stranger ! we walked upstairs - and finally i asked their help to call nina. she's the only person who actually knew that i'll come on that lucky day.
at first nina was like - blur ! - she saw me - and it goes like this : '' miraaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!!'' ------> ''ninaaaaaaaaaaa!!!'' we hugs and yeahhhh i got someone here - that was first came into my mind. then came safiah , faraaa , baal, syaza, pqa nanie, dila, mira aisya and others - and this kind of situation keep going on that day. i was exited ! i met my primary friends back , and getting new friends - tika, nabilah lim, nani , bella, haziqah and moreee - you girls are part of my life starting from that moment.
i just hope - i mean i really really hope that the school with all the people in there and i, will gain more chemistry and perhaps i can live with it. i love you !!!!!
