1/03/2012

hey people Assalamualaikum hope you guys enjoy your tuesday.  

mira nak share mood yang tak menentu skrg ni. its the 3rd  january of 2012 , my friends are going back to hostel and this time excluding me.  my fb friends are most of them so its like useless to spend my time checking my fb account. luckily still have my lovely twitter coz most of them are my oldy friends and my new sigs friends. at least i've got a medium to express what i feel, including writing this blog.

esok ? the first day of school . its heavy and im like holding a big burden on my shoulders . spm candidate, that is what i thought, a whole new life begin. this time no playing .nothing else except achieving my target . hmmmm long way with a very short time. mira tak nak sia siakan satu satunya tahun form 5 dalam hidup. never! i hope so. and im taking ict, for the first time.  its a challenge but this is what i decided to do. 

nervous and scared. thats what i felt each and every year before entering the next day of school. but this is diff and its like killing me . what a stupid feeling but i still can't afford to avoid it. it happened. just happened. oh Allah please just keep me strong and steady to live my life . i hope everything will be going just fine and easy. 

thanks to kak amiraaliya for supporting me in every single side of my problems. you always burn the candle whenever i almost blow it off. its like a new star each time i go down and thats made me realise so many things about the journey of life.

this time, im not gonna run and escape. im gonna face each and every single challenge. please Allah , guide me in every single way. Amin ~